J U S T A D R E A M

I love my friends, and I honestly don’t know what I would do without them.

… forever = until you find someone better.

I miss the warmth of your chest when I snuggled with you. I miss kissing the corners of your mouth, and kissing you close to your ear. I miss those intimate moments we had together. I miss those times I knew I could satisfy you and make you feel loved. I miss your laugh, and knowing I was in on the joke. I miss calling you teddy and koala, and I miss being called eucalyptus and shpooply (and even crazy). I miss your singing, and I miss listening to Seether. I really liked their music, but now I just can’t listen to it any more. I miss holding your hand and waiting in line with you at lunch. I miss looking up to you and thinking you were so strong and handsome (inside and out). I miss our conversations and your company. I miss those times you used to talk in an accent (particularly French), and make me laugh. I miss your hugs, because they were the best in the world.

The list goes on forever.

My heart hurts. Whelp, time to pick up the pieces and begin again.

So. Finals are this coming week. STRESS.

I need to study for:

• AP Environmental Science (should be fairly easy)
• Pre-Calc (OMG)
• Possibly AP U.S History
• Spanish

I DON’T need to study for:

• Concert Choir
• English (the CRT is a joke)

I love the holidays, but all the last minute assignments and exams are KILLING me. When it is all over, I am totally gonna relax. Probably paint a picture and enjoy a nice cup of tea. :)